So I haven't posted in a very long time but there is some stuff I needed to write about...
My boyfriend brought up the idea that he isn't sure he ever wants kids... I've been raised with the idea that being a mom is just part of life.. not having kids isn't an option in my mind and I'm kind of freaking out. I have no clue what to do, I just feel like eating to much food and crying my eyes out. I finally thought I knew what my future would look like.. I found my dream guy, get along with his family, have a job, but now my future family is in question?
so yeah thats all.